Mitzy-nyan
To be honest it’s not any one person’s fault here, sorry if I made it feel like it was all on you there ><;. Everyone is responsible in their own way for keeping the thing afloat and with the activity it has, it’s barely treading water as far as I’m concerned right this moment.
Sorry, it’s just that I am really, really starting to get frustrated with the pace but have refrained from saying anything out of optimism and the fact that I don’t really like bringing up less than good opinions on things. I’d had some hopes and anticipation that the reboot would have done more to change and improve that, but I feel a bit let down on it. Well, to be honest more than a bit. My own motivation is next to none to post for most of these characters that I’ve created or, in Alena’s case, inherited. I feel like the only ones I’m really even into right this moment are Serafina and Layla. Sera because she’s the first one I had here and Layla because I just love her and had plans for her. Plus those are probably the only two that I really feel like there’s any aim for as far as plot and the like goes. Taryn maybe next but..yeah. That’s the pace thing coming back into play. No, it’s also not something a time skip is going to fix. It feels like we’d had too many of these as it is.
It’s been two years that I’ve been in this. I’ve tried my best to try to do my part but any of my positive feels for the RP are just starting to slip away. I don’t even know if I actually want to stick with it anymore because for me, when I start feeling negative it starts feeling more like a job and I love RP but it just shouldn’t have to be that way. It's also why it might be taking me a while for certain characters at times..though maybe it would be better if I lessen my numbers by a bit or entirely if I'm going to start being that person who never wants to post.
I really am sorry. v.v
And I was in this from when it originally started...
Also, I don't want rping to feel like a chore for others, that's why I don't try to threaten people to post, maybe bribe, but not threaten.