First crush: I had a crush on a guy named Alex in 1st grade.
During story times, we would sit next to each other and I would lay my head on his shoulder.
My mom has a bunch of pictures of us drawing with chalk together.
Then in 2nd grade, we found out we weren't going to be in the same class, so we stopped talking, and then we found out that we were going to be in the same class in 3rd grade, so it started all over again. Only thing new was that we started holding hands that year.
4th grade came, and we weren't in the same class, same with 5th, so we basically ended all that.
We're still friends now.
I remember finding a piece of paper that had "I love Alex" written all over it.
Second crush: In 5th grade, I liked this guy I had been going to school with since DK, which was like, pre-kindergarten. He was a total jerk to me, but people always told me that he liked me. Then I found out he was dating some other chick, and I wanted to punch her in the face. Found out he liked me in 6th grade, then he moved in 7th, and now he has a different girlfriend.
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Third crush: 6th grade, I was best friends with this guy. We were close. We always hugged, always hung out together..we we're just, really really close....
Well, after a while, I decided I liked him, a lot, but I was afraid to ask him out, so I told my friend about it, and asked for advice, and without me knowing, she told him that I liked him, and I wanted to go out with him..
The only reason I found out was because he came up to me later that day and was like, "So you really like me?" ...embarrassing day.
A few weeks later, my female best friend asked him out, and he said yes. She knew I liked him, and I was soooooo mad at her. Eventually I got over it..
But I figured out the only reason she wanted to go out with him was because she wanted to make her ex, who was best friends with the guy, jealous.
Eventually the two broke up when she decided to go to a different school.
Now, the guy that I used to be so close with, is just basically a distant memory. We still go to school together, but he's not the same person he used to be. He hangs around with all the wrong people, and I'm pretty sure he drinks now. He thinks he's better than everyone else..
He treats me like dirt now.
One day, he swore, and as a joke I said, "Don't say that!", and he called me a b***h and told me to shut the ******** up. neutral
Fourth crush: I've liked this guy since January. Like, we never really talked before, then we had a couple classes together, so we started hanging out more. We always had our stupid ruler fights in one of my classes, and we always blew off our work to talk to each other. He sat in front of me in one of those classes, and he would always turn his chair around, and we would work together on the same table..lol
On the last day of school, he was the only guy I hugged, and we hugged for the longest time, I swear..
In July, I was in a bad mood because I had gotten in a fight with my parents, and he was the only person that actually worried about me, and wanted to know what was up.
I like him still, and I keep having dreams about him.
I've had a few dreams where he asks me to go to the Homecoming dance with him.. whee
Sorry this is super long.