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Pink and White! >:D 0.1875 18.8% [ 6 ]
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;A; Can't we all just get along!? 0.21875 21.9% [ 7 ]
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I'll be closing the shop for awhile after I finish these orders.
Real life depression, and on top of that technology issues..

If i'm needed I can be found sleeping, trying to finish orders or crying
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Your welcome. x3
Okies~

Aweee I'm sorry to hear that. </3
I'm here if you need someone to talk too.
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I'll be closing the shop for awhile after I finish these orders.
Real life depression, and on top of that technology issues..

If i'm needed I can be found sleeping, trying to finish orders or crying
crying
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I'll be closing the shop for awhile after I finish these orders.
Real life depression, and on top of that technology issues..

If i'm needed I can be found sleeping, trying to finish orders or crying

...Aww! *hugs you*
I'm sooo so sorry to hear that darling. D:
If you need someone to talk to, I'm always here to lend a shoulder. <33
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-Hugs you.-
It will be okay.
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Thank you. Both of you.
I'll just be posting a poem, shortly.
My way of venting and kindove getting it off my chest,
Not much for having a talk with anyone, or that sort of thing.

Just a bunch of s*** that I should have long ago gotten over
But I cant.
Meh you'll see if you read the poem =__=
*goes off to drown self in art*
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SilentBeckoning
Thank you. Both of you.
I'll just be posting a poem, shortly.
My way of venting and kindove getting it off my chest,
Not much for having a talk with anyone, or that sort of thing.

Just a bunch of s*** that I should have long ago gotten over
But I cant.
Meh you'll see if you read the poem =__=
*goes off to drown self in art*

No problem, dearest. <3

I understand where you're coming from.
Just remember this:
Things will get better. Whatever's bothering you at the moment will leave eventually. Just try and not let it dominate your life/your own self, because that gets you nowhere. Write poems (as you do to vent/get things off your chest), and since you're an artist, you can draw things that relate to how you feel. (Kinda like spilling your heart out on paper) Even though you're not one to talk to people about how you feel, doing so will help in some way. Trust me. Like, maybe talk to a very good friend, or even your parents.

Take it from me, hun; I've been through what you're going through way too many times.
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Loving you was like seeing absent color,
the unforgiving grays of a poet's December,
waking from a nightmare to a sky devoid of
stars and the moon sunk in the ocean.

The moment I laid eyes on you was the epoch
of my detachment
the collapse of all serenity.

You told me that your parents were separated-
And I believe that made you afraid of love.
I begged you to haunt me, when the lights were off;
"What are you hiding from? What do you feel?." I'd plead

You had went to the other side of the bed and stared
Down at your laptop, hands, then backpack.
Myself , wrapped self-consciously in the sheets,
you looked at me with empty eyes and said;
"I think you need this more than me. It's the closest thing to my heart."

It was then that I knew you were something I could not truly have.

In our opening scene, I patiently waited for you to look at me again,
Standing at the door. I chose to step forward and make a move.

I knew it wasn't just your kindness.
It wasn't just the charisma I had shown.
It wasn't just curiosity.
What flows, what keeps that illogical feeling alive?
Kept you sitting beside me, then drew you back and to my house?

When I replay your psychosis in my head,
that crimson knife is the only thing with color.
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Hey yeww your immages wont load for your references crying
Would you be so kind as to resend them to me, lovemuffin?

Also any random details as to what you would like would be marvelous sweetheart.
Kitty just isn't at the top of her creative game ^_^;;
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Adjksdskdh

You need to let me know what you want your pixel to be and the other art-things ;^;
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Adjksdskdh

You need to let me know what you want your pixel to be and the other art-things ;^;

oh right. xDDDDD
well uh..
I'll try to think of what else I want you to draw for meh.
the pixel can be my little cat girl in those chibis..I'll show you her.
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I love it~! ^ ^
It's on my profile.
Thank you so much for taking another order from me.
When you open the shop I'll order more.

The poem was beautiful.

Take care and get better.
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