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How do you like your coffee?

Tea, please.	29.0%	[ 140 ]
Dark! Motor oil dark!	6.6%	[ 32 ]
Really really sweet!	8.3%	[ 40 ]
Do Starbucks Frapps count?	13.0%	[ 63 ]
A nice blend of coffee flavor and creamer flavor.	19.5%	[ 94 ]
I like turtles. :D	23.6%	[ 114 ]
Total Votes:			[ 483 ]

[Angeloni87]

what is it then!? D= oh the trauma!

[Honey Duu]

The world may never know! O:



So... work scheduled so many people in the area I was gonna be in, that I am pretty much unnecessary so I just said I could go home if they don't need me. I sounded perky and such, but I'm kind of sad that I'm not getting hours cuz of it. Especially after last weeks emotion fiasco. : (

[Angeloni87]

what is it that you do Bai?

[Rexy-kun]

RAWR!*
(*NOTE: Rexy-speak for BUMP!)

[caffeinektn]

So. John left me. I am now single. And my heart has been shattered.
I'm... Just...

I've made a decision. I'm not enrolling in school for next semester.
I will spend every goddamn day looking for a job if I have to walk
the canyon to do it, I don't care. I will save up enough money and
I will start looking for a job and a place to live in Milwaukee.

I'm gonna need a roommate and I may have one, but he...
Well he has to wait for his father to die, as tactless as that sounds.
He's on life support and my friend is staying home only to help
his mom care for his dad.

I'm so furious as my own stupidity and the way my life has negatively
influenced the most precious people to me. It's helped cause John to
leave me. That's the last straw, I can't take it anymore. I HAVE to
find a job and I HAVE to get my life in order. I want a new start,
someplace new. I need help to get it, but goddamn it I have to do this.

So that's my overly emotional plan. I'm going to go sob now.

[Angeloni87]

Brosephiine

So. John left me. I am now single. And my heart has been shattered.
I'm... Just...

I've made a decision. I'm not enrolling in school for next semester.
I will spend every goddamn day looking for a job if I have to walk
the canyon to do it, I don't care. I will save up enough money and
I will start looking for a job and a place to live in Milwaukee.

I'm gonna need a roommate and I may have one, but he...
Well he has to wait for his father to die, as tactless as that sounds.
He's on life support and my friend is staying home only to help
his mom care for his dad.

I'm so furious as my own stupidity and the way my life has negatively
influenced the most precious people to me. It's helped cause John to
leave me. That's the last straw, I can't take it anymore. I HAVE to
find a job and I HAVE to get my life in order. I want a new start,
someplace new. I need help to get it, but goddamn it I have to do this.

So that's my overly emotional plan. I'm going to go sob now.

His loss. Its a simple thing to say, but it's true. His own loss, your now the golden fish someone lucky will catch.

[caffeinektn]

Angeloni87

Brosephiine

So. John left me. I am now single. And my heart has been shattered.
I'm... Just...

I've made a decision. I'm not enrolling in school for next semester.
I will spend every goddamn day looking for a job if I have to walk
the canyon to do it, I don't care. I will save up enough money and
I will start looking for a job and a place to live in Milwaukee.

I'm gonna need a roommate and I may have one, but he...
Well he has to wait for his father to die, as tactless as that sounds.
He's on life support and my friend is staying home only to help
his mom care for his dad.

I'm so furious as my own stupidity and the way my life has negatively
influenced the most precious people to me. It's helped cause John to
leave me. That's the last straw, I can't take it anymore. I HAVE to
find a job and I HAVE to get my life in order. I want a new start,
someplace new. I need help to get it, but goddamn it I have to do this.

So that's my overly emotional plan. I'm going to go sob now.

His loss. Its a simple thing to say, but it's true. His own loss, your now the golden fish someone lucky will catch.

I don't want anyone else. My heart is set on him.
I still think we can make it work. x_x

If he wants time to himself, then so be it. I hate it, I hate not
having him, I hate not being his, but I'll bite the bullet and deal.

Anyway. I need to focus on turning my life around. Which means
getting a job, any job. I applied at 7-11, going to apply at AMPM,
sent in a few resumes to different places as well and I was planning
on hitting the classifieds again. For now, I'm going to bed. I'm
emotionally drained. x_x

[Angeloni87]

Brosephiine

I don't want anyone else. My heart is set on him.
I still think we can make it work. x_x

If he wants time to himself, then so be it. I hate it, I hate not
having him, I hate not being his, but I'll bite the bullet and deal.

Anyway. I need to focus on turning my life around. Which means
getting a job, any job. I applied at 7-11, going to apply at AMPM,
sent in a few resumes to different places as well and I was planning
on hitting the classifieds again. For now, I'm going to bed. I'm
emotionally drained. x_x

In n out burger. if you all have one over there gun for that like crazy. it pays the best and has good benefits. good night nikki. I'll talk to you tomorrow.

[Honey Duu]

I'm having my own problems right now babe, but you are in my thoughts and I worry about you. <3
I hope you are gonna be okay and can achieve your goal. Good luck!

[caffeinektn]

I'm just broken. x_x

[Mokoni]

Brosephiine

So. John left me. I am now single. And my heart has been shattered.
I'm... Just...

I've made a decision. I'm not enrolling in school for next semester.
I will spend every goddamn day looking for a job if I have to walk
the canyon to do it, I don't care. I will save up enough money and
I will start looking for a job and a place to live in Milwaukee.

I'm gonna need a roommate and I may have one, but he...
Well he has to wait for his father to die, as tactless as that sounds.
He's on life support and my friend is staying home only to help
his mom care for his dad.

I'm so furious as my own stupidity and the way my life has negatively
influenced the most precious people to me. It's helped cause John to
leave me. That's the last straw, I can't take it anymore. I HAVE to
find a job and I HAVE to get my life in order. I want a new start,
someplace new. I need help to get it, but goddamn it I have to do this.

So that's my overly emotional plan. I'm going to go sob now.

Oh jeez D:

*hugs tight* I wish I know what to say or how to help. My boyfriend is giving me enough trouble trying to make any promises when I'm working towards graduation, and he won't make any commitment. =/

You're always welcome to come vent to me though emotion_bigheart

[Honey Duu]

*huge hugs*

[Angeloni87]

group hug! *hugs all*

[caffeinektn]

*snugs on Moko* Boyfriends suck sometimes. T__T

I'm still pretty sure John is my soulmate. x_x
I've been kind of hysterical this weekend and really hurting.
I still am hurting, but after that shower I calmed down at least.
We were talking for a bit and I told him I'm still sure we're
soulmates and he said, "Well if we are, then you have nothing
to worry about, right?" Which isn't exactly true. He still has
to choose me, it's still a choice. x_X

He used to believe the same thing. I don't know if he does anymore.

[Mokoni]

Even if you're soul mates, there are still decisions to be made.

He sounds like he's unsure of what he believes now. D:

*super group hugs*

Yea...boyfriends do suck sometimes, and mine needs to decide if he's gonna take the move forward step or not, because if he chooses not to, then it's over.