BabyDucklingLove
I won't be opening any more slots here..for a while at least.
I've lost most of my desire to draw. It's become such a chore that I lack any passion for it that I had before.
Maybe it's because my dad passed away a few days ago, but I'm starting to resent commissions a little bit. I want so badly to enjoy art again, but any time I even think of drawing something other than these 2 pieces of art I should be working on, I feel guilty. I just can't wait until I'm done with them so I can move on from commissions. I don't think I'll be accepting anymore, not even real life commissions.
I may do freebies again at some point, but I'll really just completely ask for artistic freedom if I do draw them.
Edit: I am in no way blaming my commissioners for this. It's completely my fault for always wanting to take on more than I can handle.
I am sorry for your lose.
Sending love your way~
If you want someone to talk to im here, I lost my father at 9years ols and it still hurts to this day.
So I know a little of what your going through.