Ackerman Incorporated
Well, it's more of a problem online, since words on a screen can be interpreted in many tones, while in person, it's easier for me to convey my thoughts. Yeah, the push is immensely important sometimes, I realized that a few years ago when I was battling some issues, so now I make an effort to help others.
Ha, no worries, I'm the same. Singing is a small passion of mine, no as much as writing, but still. Oh god, like those instances where you're unsure how to word things and you're afraid you'll make the conversation awkward kind of nervous, or just a simple anxiety that comes with interacting with others ?
Oh yeah I had forgotten about how much the tone of something can differ when its written word, I see your point. And I think that's very noble of you.
I guess it's developed into a sort of anxiety. I have a hard time thinking of the way I'm supposed to carry on conversations. I worry that if I don't say enough or give long enough responses, people will find me rude, so I feel like I end up spouting a lot of bullshit just to seem polite. Listening to a conversation alone if a bloody struggle for me, and then reciprocating it honestly is so tiring. I have to think for so long to get the right words that I seem slow. I ended up avoiding people just because I'm so bad at communicating with people. It tires me out. I really do seem daft, I understand, most people have problems with doing maths and stuff like that, conversation is the biggest drain of my brain power. xD