+~ Draw the Person Above You ~+(6 years running)

[Sortha]

heated_agression

Sortha

Fujita_Makos

omega: im not going to college right away.. i want some freedom from that hell in a cell called school.

sortha: -hugs tons-

-hugs- How do you get over something that probably traumatized you for life and made it so you hated your mother and could NEVER forgive her? Every time I get sad of upset what she did pops into my head and makes things so much worse. I want to forget it and love her but I cant. I want to tell my dad but cant... I just want it to go away I havent been the same since then and its been 3 almost 4 years. No one understands how much it really does/did hurt and effect me....

and why can't you tell your dad?

promised I wouldn't and because then my dad can cause major issues for my mom one of witch being he can get custody of my younger sister (she is 16) from my mom. If he does this then she would not be allowed to live at my eldest sisters house where she is happy. My mom lives at my sisters house at the moment. That and he is already depressed and I am straining his marriage by living with him as it is so bri being here would make it worse.

[Mokoshina]

Sortha

Kev I love your fish tank it gives out a lot of gold so does andy's but not as mush as yours....

i got 50 from your tank and 70 from shaids

[Sortha]

Mokoshina

Sortha

Kev I love your fish tank it gives out a lot of gold so does andy's but not as mush as yours....

i got 50 from your tank and 70 from shaids

Thats cause my tank sucks and has crappy fish in it ^_^ but I love them cause they are mine!

[heated_agression]

Mokoshina

heated_agression

Fujita_Makos

omega: im not going to college right away.. i want some freedom from that hell in a cell called school.

sortha: -hugs tons-

yeah i did that too smile

you need to find some thing like where i go
its called weltec its more hands on less lectures which is really good

yeah i get both long lectures and hands-on.

[Meep- Raiku]

Roar!

~<3

[Fujita_Makos]

sortha: well first of all i was still a very young baby at the time i was placed in a foster home and was still very young enough i dont remember being in that home other looking at the pictures of it..
so im not really tramatize by the whole thing..
its mainly the though of my name that bugs me the most.(being called jr after someone who was thought to be my father and ended up not being my father.. kinda makes me feel like im just one big lie...a nobody)

but i dont really hate my birth mother for giving me away.. its something completely different(but not going to say wat it is though..only people who get really close to me will ever learn of it)
as for the father i kinda have a small hatred for him for not being there for me when i was born to be the father he should have been...
but i guess thats wat you get from my parents being young..-sigh-


anyways back to my anime marathon im hosting for myself in my basement.

edit: as for the tank comment..
yep thats why i have some good fish in there.. to make people good amoutn of gold along with getting gold in return from it..

[The Shaid]

Hi Meep! ^_^

[Mokoshina]

-stabs my body and its crazy health-

[Mokoshina]

Meep- Raiku

Roar!

~<3

hey meep

[Sortha]

Mokoshina

Meep- Raiku

Roar!

~<3

hey meep

do i know that one?

[Fujita_Makos]

hey meepster........-is in a emotionless mood-(mainly a mix of stress, sleepyness,and some depression)
so im trying to get mhyself up into the mood of a normal good day by listening to techno with funny lyrics and uplifting lyrics

[Sortha]

awwww kev did I make you depressed by being so if so I sorry!

[Meep- Raiku]

@Fu
Have fun with that!
-hugs tight-
AND BE HAPPY!!!
-squish-

@Shaid
Hii!
-snug-

@Moko
-glomp-

~<3

[Mokoshina]

Sortha

Mokoshina

Meep- Raiku

Roar!

~<3

hey meep

do i know that one?

i think so

[Sortha]

Meep- Raiku

@Fu
Have fun with that!
-hugs tight-
AND BE HAPPY!!!
-squish-

@Shaid
Hii!
-snug-

@Moko
-glomp-

~<3

Hmm THis one do I know you? ^_^ -hugs-