slithering around the whole world being retarded mostly
Today I went for full body massages with Cait and this chick Deanna and I panicked and shaved like crazy because I thought this was like a serious massage therapy thing?? But no, it was this cheap Chinese massage place, all clothed, with like twenty tables in one room full of people getting massages and it was really weird.
But it felt nice, so there is that.
I haven't shaved my thighs in literal months btw, it took like half an hour to hack through that.
Also I've been sitting fairly lifelessly in front of tumblr for a while or playing Pitfall on my phone because what is productivity or being alive in the least eh
Tomorrow I have actual errands to run, and then dinner, and I feel like s**t because I waited too long to preorder this game for John for late Christmas and now the preorders are closed. It came with a limited artbook. I am made of giant ******** fail and I don't know how to face Pat. I was hoping to have a short, serious conversation about my progress with my moods and stuff but now I won't have the balls to bring it up.
So basically, I've been socially strung out and there's no end in sight so I'm spending most of my night time being a listless ********. I have been rping, admittedly, but even that's making me go all blurry-eyed.
I finally got an email from my stepbrother tonight about not submitting anything in weeks and I think my excuse will be that I won't stop being ******** sick. I mean...I'm about done with that last cold, but how long before the next? I'm ready to just die at any time.
I'm also relapsing in the caffeine addiction area.
I just don't know what to do with myself at the moment.
BUT I saw your post about the auction and even though I'm a nervous wreck about them, I placed a bid.
Also, I'm finally making progress on a Kaleb talksprite and I somehow made him attractive to me even though I'm not into beefy guys???? What do.
