Mythey, I am so sorry. xD
And to you, too, Jas. That sucks. D:
Also, Jas, if you ever have some spare time, I recommend that book. It's one of my personal favorites~~
for some reason it cheers me up even though it's about a kid checking himself into the hospital because he wanted to kill himself. XD;
In it he meets a girl who cut up her own face with scissors because she got so tired of being liked or disliked just because she was pretty.
And believe me, I don't really think the average girl likes buff guys... notice how Gino has a harem, Nicu, Lex, Cresento, Ian, Ivan, they all have their fanthreads. But Johnny has to share his with Gino.
All the twitards love Edward Cullen, the 117yo gay stripper *****, and not Jacob, OR NOT EMMETT, THE MUSCLEHEAD OF THE GROUP i always liked Emmett
For me, I think it stems from being abandoned by my biological father before I even knew him, then when I did find out who he was and he was just such a failure, that stung. And then I never really got over mom and dad's divorce, even though I spent time with both of them. It was just something I never could really discuss with either of them, since while they were both very awesome and both came to stuff and were 100% civil and polite to each other, I couldn't let one talk bad about the other and that meant I couldn't either, so I wasn't really sticking up for me and that's when it all started. I want someone who WILL stick up for me, and who will fight for me and win.
But you are not the strange one, by any means, believe me. (I also was heavily influenced by my dad and his heavy metal music and his friends and that one who would make me eat Warheads until they stopped being sour to me and that was not what he expected to have happen). XD Take heart!
I do like to think I am spreading the love of muscles to my friends, though. I mean, if
coelasquid can't do it, I don't know who can. XD BWAHAHA
Hey, your Subway order is just fine.
I have a friend who gets JUST turkey and nothing else on her sub, then throws away the bread to just eat the turkey. SHE EATS LIKE A BIRD XD
And I really don't know what's going on with us. D: I think I was able to delay it, at least, and that means that we'll spend a few days being mostly cheerful but occasionally getting at each other's throats until we get into another spat and then I don't know what will happen then.
But I was already feeling bummed about how bad I've screwed up my life when he texts me for the first time all day all depressed because he hasn't had any babies yet.
I'm like, "dude wtf you're 18" and it all spiraled down from there.