Uh, I'd rather just send this message to your mule, but I dunno who that is.
I guess I'll post it here, though I'm uncomfortable widdit.
I hope you MIGHT check this one day, lol.
Woa, what?
I didn't mean for you to take that comment negatively in any way, you guys. I was just sad to see you guys go, and I thought I'd give my 2 cents. I SERIOUSLY didn't mean anything by it, which is why I said "To each their own". I also meant "as long as your gaia buds keep in touch" as in the posters in your thread. I swear, I didn't mean anything by it.. Lol, wow.
And no no, read that post again when I said I was leaving Shonna's thread. I said I didn't want to partake in the thread, because it made me sad, knowing that in a way, I was encouraging you guys to leave, when I thought maaaaybe there was a chance. But you guys left, and that's that. I knew we'd still keep in contact. I NEVER said we couldn't talk anymore.. You guys really like to put words in my mouth, what's up?
I know that for a couple years, I didn't really contact you guys, I didn't contact anybody else, either. Ask Ericka, or Llama8o8 from gaia. It wasn't just you guys. o_O Maybe I haven't bothered to tell you guys this, I really don't know now, reading this pm but I have hereditary depression. I'm now on medication for it, and if you've notice (maybe not), I HAVE been trying to get in contact with you guys.. And since I don't gaia that much anyway,and you two never gave me your emails like you said you would, I figured seeing you guys in Ky would be the perfect way to rekindle frienship, ya know? I seriously don't know where you're getting this from, guys.
Honestly, I don't remember saying no, nor do I remember you asking. Again, depression. But hey, we were 16, maybe I was a little posessive about pixels, I dunno. I honestly don't remember, Kyle.
And I did read the first page, I never asked for any items till now, haha. Notice how I said it humerously, too? I "broke" the rule, because I thought I was a good friend.. The more I read this pm, the more i feel like you guys were just WAITING for me to say something wrong, so you could attack me with bad memories. You tell me your motives here, Kyle.
Or we could atleast talk about it.. I had no idea you guys thought of me this way.
I mean, sure, at first I was totally against you guys leaving. But then I realized we WILL keep in touch, especially with the fun time we had in Ky (but I guess you guys just saw that as a negative experience, too?) and I DID support by saying "to each their own". I didn't know that meant "******** you" these days, but apparently thats how you see it. o_O
I understand now you dont have time for it gaia these days, you're clearly under stress, sending something really hurtful like this.
Honest to god, I had no intentions of hurting you guys, or pissing you off.
I just really dont understand where this is coming from..
If you guys wanna talk it over, I'd really like to..
I've already had a couple friends this year tell me I'm last year's hobby, and I'm definetely not saying that's what you're doing, not at all, but I seriously don't want to lose any more friends.
See? I told one of my problems. Now it's your turn.
We can work this out guys... and by working out, I mean not attack me.
I'm actually kind of crying right now.