• My life
    Is like a pin cushion.
    It's full of needles.
    My mind is rotten
    So I just
    Stare at the wall
    With empty eyes.
    My teeth and insides
    Are in pain.
    I take a screwdriver.
    Stab my hand
    To distract myself.
    Can't feel it.
    I crawl to my girl
    And kiss her lips.
    We had sex yesterday.
    She is cold for a week
    And she smells strange.
    And this place...
    I don't remember it.
    I vomit
    And grab my syringe.
    It's empty.
    I inject myself with air.
    Air is a drug too.