• Every time this girl wakes up she puts a smile on her face and walks out the door. as her conshisness is gaining her smile is fading. she rembers her sister has left to live her life as a grown woman and her father has gone out with his friends. her mom and her little sister she feels are all she has left. her little sister has a learning problem and her mom has it too. she asks her mom for pancakes or cerale but she has a disease that wont let her eat 'tasty food'. she greives for myself but kept my smile on so her mom wont greive too. she gets ready for school but her bones are weak and is under weight. she runs to the bus stop and waits for the bus. she gets on the bus and sits by herself. she thinks about her life and how it could get beter. she only makes it worse. at school she has a lot of homework and it is hard for her to carry all her things and is most of the time late. it puts a lot of stress on her yet she gets through the day. she walks to class and kids attempt to trip her and tell her hurtfull things. she tells the teacher but they don't do anything but warn them not to do it again. its not enough they keep it up. during class she daydreams about a place far far FAR away. a place where anything can happen. that her dad was not working all the time and out with his friends that she did not have a disease and she could have a feast of foods that were tasty too her that kids under stood her that her sister and mom had a beter life that she could tell the world how much pain she had that she knew what real pain feels like. that she could prove herself to the world and give. but that made her feel worse and made her sad when she realized her fantasy was not real. but this girl had a gift of telling storys and to give beautiful art work to the world and was beautiful herself. but as she got older her innocence was running out soon there would be none left. she dose not feel she is gifted and dose not belive she is the slightest bit beautiful. but dispite her thoughts she still belives. things are going to get better she used to say before her discovery of the disease " im lucky im not her" or " shes so fat she must be sad" but when she hit a sertain age she realized that was wrong very wrong but it was too late no she was the unlucky one and was an understanding person, a good friend, and never mean but still the world seemed to be punishing her for her foolish words when she was very young. but her hobbys would set her free and let her become a artist and writer. I tell u a part of my story and learn or maby take advice from me and think before you even think something it might sound weird but if u had problems in life you would know. don't let words trap u and make good use of them. and let your hobby set you free even if you think things could get worse or are bad. gaia_angelleft THE END gaia_nitemareright