• through my pain you were not there...
    all my suffering you were not there...
    all my heart break and you were not there...
    when i hit rock bottom you were not there...
    when i get new scars you are not there...

    so tell me are you ever there...
    have you ever been...
    will you ever be...
    or am i fighting a battle i just cant win....

    nothing matters when your alone...
    coping with pain is somthing you cant do alone...
    every day the end draws nearer...
    no one can help...
    everything to fear...
    it seems my days are at their end....
    i love you all...
    my family and friends...
    but every story must come to an end...
    with no one to write the next chapter...
    sooner then later i fear......