• If only the stars would shine a little brighter
    If only the grass could be a little greener
    If only the rain would be a little bit drier
    I feel there won't be pain
    If only the voices would be a little more supportive
    If only the world could spin a little faster
    If only the lightning would strike a little bit softer
    I feel there won't be rain
    You ask yourself these questions
    Because you're feeling low
    You try to find a solution
    So instead the influence, you’re living below
    No friends of yours tell you the truth
    You think they are, until they expose you
    You cry away in the bathroom stall
    Living behind the life of friends, you thought they had it all
    Your the girl they think is messy
    Behind your back they call you names like: retched or trashy
    You try your best to ignore these rumors
    Though deep inside you is growing a tumor
    You find out you have cancer
    And a year or so later you may not be here
    You have no idea what to do
    Until you hear this voice cry out to you
    It's calling your name several times over
    You can't see the face so you hide behind the cover
    You feel a hand reach out to you
    It says you're not alone we understand too
    You look up to see angels in your room
    At least that's what you think they are, you assume
    They let you know it's gonna be okay
    And you live beyond what the doctor's say
    You find the girls that were your "friends"
    And let them know you're not pretend
    You scream at them breaking your insecurity
    And let the whole school know what you mean
    Your crush Roger is standing right there
    He's applauding you, showing he cares
    You think he's the one and begin to date
    But little did you know you were gonna get rapped
    You end up with a baby at only 15
    And Roger's on his way to the military
    He says he's not the dad and that it's someone else's
    So instead you find yourself at a clinic about to abuse yourself
    Your scared to tell your family because they'll think you gave in
    And besides that they'll think your broken
    The lady at the clinic just can't go through
    She says she'll adopt the baby "if that's okay with you"
    Your parents found out and kicked you out
    But your only 15 you don't know your whereabouts
    You call up an aunt and see what to do
    She says "well kid I feel sorry for ya"
    You find yourself getting high on drugs
    Losing the baby because you've been rapped by thugs
    Now all this time you've dropped out of school
    All the rumors got to you now you feel like a fool
    Someone forgot to tell you you're beautiful
    Someone forgot to smile
    And if only you known this
    You wouldn't be a miserable child
    Now your life is spoiled away
    And your rottening slowly
    If only they said you were beautiful
    If only they had smiled
    If only they had loved you
    Just like a child
    You think of this while your in jail
    And nobody's coming to pay the bail