• I stare at the mirror at my reflection
    My eyes dead
    Face covered in dried tears
    My mind swirling with so many questions
    With no answers
    Trying to make sense of what happened
    Why you did it
    Why you didn't say a word to anyone
    Feeling the tears swell up
    I cry and cry
    Harder and harder until I have no more tears left to shed
    Inside I'm broken
    My heart is broken
    I keep asking myself why
    Over and over
    Hoping to find someone to answer me
    Why....
    Why did you have to die?
    Why did you have to pull the trigger?
    Why didn't you come to me for help?
    I could have saved you
    I could have done something
    Try to make your pain go away
    But in the end
    I couldn't save you
    All I can do is visit your grave
    Talk to you
    Try to understand why you did what you did
    Hopefully one day I can ask you myself
    All the unanswered questions I have
    Rest in peace my beloved friend