• Dear Christopher,
    Let me start by saying had I the courage to say these things to your face, I wouldnt need to express them here.

    Lately, You've been on my mind, and Ive developed some fears
    Its been way too many years since I've last appeared, I can't believe they went by so fast
    Its like its been forever since I've seen you last.
    I woke up last night, and bawled my eyes out
    I couldnt remember for the life of me what I was dream about, but it was about you, no doubt.
    I wish things had gone different, because you're hard to replace
    These other guys are okay, but I just want to touch your face.
    I want to see those big blue eyes look at me with the same feeling again
    Because lately I feel like I'm my only friend.
    Your smile, is all I see
    and your laugh is stuck in my head.
    I want your hug, I want your kiss
    Its your little stories I miss.
    She's a lucky one, dont you let her forget
    God forbid she feels like me some day.

    Why do I miss you so much?
    You know what they say, You cant wipe your fingerprints off of the lives you've touched.
    But still, I kinda wish I could turn it on and off
    Its making me miserable, but I like the feeling
    Its the only thing I have left of you, and it sends me reeling.
    I want to lie in your arms and forget this ever happened
    Your warmth was my light
    and now its gone dark
    You left me cold, and I cant seem to see the sun anymore
    You gave life meaning, and now its bland
    Remember when we used to talk for hours, holding each others hands?
    I miss that. I really do.
    I pray to god some days, to give me back you.
    I guess the message got re-directed, and he thought that the other girl was begging
    So he did his job, and cupid shot his best
    He gave you the love bug
    and gave me the plain arrow.

    Sometimes it feels like that. Like I was something you could just replace in an instant
    But the feelings wont die, and I cant dry my eyes.

    I guess thats what you get for falling in love with your best friend.
    Comrades till the end we used to say, now I guess its just a little too late..
    Dear Christopher, I still love you.