where my heart once was there is now a gapping black hole, devowering my tainted soul
the one place that healed but still had scars of hatred and pain, has been torn apart by that
which had tried to mend it.
tears fall from my eyes the same way your love for me trickled out of your mind. my violent urge to scream break and hit is not dirrected toward you but aimed at the nagging feeling that i didnt try hard enough even though i tried my best, to keep your love an impossibility.
to hear that you moved on to another pains me only in the way that i cant make sure you'll always be happy, but my threats to this now empty world are that they keep you safe happy and
- Title: bleeding again
- Artist: gip2123
- Description: anyone who has read some of my past poetry knows that i was in pain... alot of it a year and a half ago. it has happened to me again, my heart has been turned into a dark void yet again. i dont want it to seem as if im angry at her... im really not. just sad that i have this hole in my life, the one that was ment for her.
- Date: 04/10/2011
- Tags: bleeding again