• I'm sitting in this computer chair
    I'm staring at the screen and nothing clicks
    nothing fits.

    I'm watching the comments roll down the screen
    none of them about me
    for me
    none of them cares about me

    but screw you guys
    I'm done with it this time
    let's look into this heart
    I have feelings
    you're damn right all of them are mine!

    I don't give a lick about how you feel about me now
    all I know is I don't know how,
    I could ever let you get into my mind this way


    but now I realized all of this
    all I have to say is this
    I'll lay down and die
    before I ever decide
    to let you hold onto my soul again
    and wring it out of it's life.
    I hope it burns your hands
    to the point that the pain you feel
    fuels how long I stand


    I'm gonna start this play over
    and this is how it will go
    I'm gonna let go of this sh*t
    and open a new door


    I was too caught up on what I thought was pride
    to notice that all you wanted out of me
    had nothing to do with my mind

    I was to stupid to see
    that all you wanted
    had nothing to do with me

    I gave you my child hood
    my memories
    I gave you my everything
    my temporaries
    my thoughts and feelings
    I gave you what I thought was me
    it was only to bring me to my nee

    but now I realized all of this
    all I have to say is this
    I'll lay down and die
    before I ever decide
    to let you hold onto my soul again
    and wring it out of it's life.
    I hope it burns your hands
    to the point that the pain you feel
    fuels how long I stand

    my old life is over
    i'm no longer your toy
    i''m not your selfish abused addiction
    i'm gonna make my own joy

    but now i'm only me
    and yeah, that's all i'll ever be