• Her smiles, make me smile.
    Her laughter makes me laugh
    her love given to her from god, reaches deep into my heart.
    her hand so soft to hold.
    Starlight doesnt even compare to her face.
    the way she Screams randomly
    the way she knows every lyrics of the song
    the way that we both have a passion for love and lyrics, and music, and emotions.
    the way both of our lives stopped for eachother, i felt like i had a second chance and god gave me a new beautiful life.
    the way we hung out day in and day out for a YEAR, the only times we got mad at eachother, i would talk it out no matter what.
    It never got old. EVER.
    the way we would talk about god, and life.
    anything was possible.
    but that was back.
    i gotta find a way to go after her
    if i have to wait till i graduate to go after her.
    the only thing i will put before her is god.
    i havent talked to her in 10 months.
    We were ripped from eachother
    everything was mutual, especially the fact that we wanted eachother to be happy.
    my smile is broken.
    my life is boring.
    everything is lonely.
    the lights are turning off
    but wait! i can see her eyes agleam through all the darkness!
    i can hear god telling me, GO! you want her dont you?!
    so ill wait.
    she is five years older than me
    never once did she care about that. never once once did I.
    now all i have to do is wait till i get my chance, to get away from here.
    i have to hope everything she told me was true. i have to hope none of it was lies.
    i have to hope
    ...
    Hope.
    ZZzzzzzzz