• Why? Why must I get this failing feeling all of the time?
    When someone is sad but I cannot even make an attempt to help them
    That is when the sinking feeling of a failure starts to sink in
    Is my heart too big? Or is it normal sized sprinkled with compassion

    Failures, that word seems to be at the top of my vocabulary lately
    Why is it that I always get the nagging of failure
    When someone i care about is depressed and won't let me in?
    Do I care too much? Is there such a thing about caring too much?

    Depression comes upon me when I cannot help people
    When I feel like a failure because I cannot help people
    I feel useless and helpless when I cannot help people
    I feel like a b***h and a*****e at times when I cannot help people

    So because of all of this, I wonder one thing
    What the hell is my purpose in life?
    No really, what is my purpose in life?
    Am I supposed to feel like this forever?
    Or will I eventually overcome it?
    I guess I will never know the answer
    Only time can tell me in the end.