• How can you believe me?
    As I deceive thee
    All I'm doing is lying and lying
    You never question what I’m hiding
    I hate how oblivious you are
    Maybe your trust in me is bizarre
    Maybe you already know
    What I did, to and fro
    I can't dismiss this guilty feeling
    When I'm thinking of finally revealing
    With other people to question, you're quick to assume
    While I am nearby, awaiting in gloom
    Ask me again and I'm compelled to tell
    My conscience is so weary, I could yell
    You won't ask again, I know you too well
    The heavens above have condemned me to hell
    No, it's too intense for me to bear
    I'm only this worried because of how I care
    About you and your life, I can't help but feel
    How much I want this love to be real
    You seem to have forgotten what was done
    The only evidence is this curse on my tongue
    I confess and you forgivingly praise me
    That’s not what I want, boy, can't you see?
    The storm is over, there is only calm
    I still feel this way, I know from my palm
    I sweat and I giggle when I talk to you
    Your presence makes me anything but blue
    Until you are gone and I'm all by myself
    Without you I'm only losing my health
    The tears won't stop streaming
    My heart won't stop beating
    I've told you before that I'm over this knot
    Is it truly surprising that I know that I'm not?
    I'll keep this to myself, no one needs to worry
    How if I ever saw you, I’d be quick to scurry
    I'm unwell
    Alone in this cell
    I'll clink my cup along the bars
    Efficiently sewing up these scars
    You’re stuck in my head
    With my emotions of dread
    This feeling is stupid
    I daily curse Cupid
    I’m afraid I might stutter
    Is this how I should suffer?
    I’m aching
    I’m breaking
    This pain
    Is insane
    It’ll be better soon
    When I’m done with this gloom
    I just won’t see you anymore
    I’ll pretend that you’re a bore
    I’ll talk a little less
    To end all this stress
    I’m winning
    But not grinning
    This feeling, a weight
    I need to find a date
    But no one can replace you
    Or fix my heart with glue
    I’ll think of something else
    I’ll prattle about myself
    If I stop talking, my mind will only wander
    Of what could’ve been and squander
    This emptiness will conclude
    Then I’ll stop being rude
    I want to stay friends
    But I’m cutting all loose ends
    I’m positive this is the best
    Let’s hope that I can rest
    In peace, I hope for yours
    To end these petty detours
    Now I bid farewell
    As I meander up this stairwell