• i am bored with not having love
    im sick of its same shade of red taunting me
    like you do
    my sould has been picked up and raped
    falling off a cliff, i scream for you
    you watch and laugh as my missery ends
    and death begins
    im alone in this togetherness of nothing
    i only want to sleep to dream about you
    but even you decide to hate me there
    ive been lost for so long and now ive foind my home
    broken into and damaged....
    like me...
    in my heart itruly do live alone in fear
    so as my poetic words pinch her soul
    i fear it will only hurt mine
    like all the words of hate do
    my body becomes numb and a pair of shadows
    take me to hell were i truly belong
    just a simple outcast living in a ded mortals skin
    waiting for a way out
    cant find you
    im surrounded by walls
    a thorn in my hand
    it dies
    as do i......