• - The Next Life -

    Everyday that passes,
    It hurts me more,
    Makes me suffer more,
    Gives me less reason to live,

    I know we're meant to be,
    We are, truly,
    I can tell be the way we talk,
    and by the way you make me feel,

    I don't know if you feel the same,
    or if anything I feel you do,
    but I know we can both be happy,
    but only once when im in your arms,

    Being away from you,
    that's the worst type of torture anyone can give,
    I would rather die,
    then have to put up with my life like this,

    I won't be happy until i'm in your arms,
    I won't be happy, until we are together,
    I won't be happy, until I can stop fussing about being away from you,
    I won't be happy until I can kiss you,

    Its hard to explain the feelings I have for you,
    I know im mad for being this in love,
    but I can help it,
    I Love You.

    Please, If you can understand,
    please, I ask you from the bottom of my sour, sensitive heart,
    please, just hear me out,
    I wan't to be with you,

    I wan't you to hold me when i'm sad,
    I wan't you to kiss me when i'm confused,

    when i'm silent, I'm thinking of a way to say I Love You,
    When i'm mad, Hold me close and never let go,
    When my makeup is running down my face from crying, kiss me and say
    “Everything Will Be Okay!”

    When i'm in a total mess, just please, Hold me?

    I don't know why I feel like this,
    I don't know why I have these feelings inside me,
    One part of me is telling me to forget you,
    but the other is so crazy about you, I just can't seem to,

    My life would be incomplete without you,
    Meaning it is right now,

    I wan't to be with you,
    I wan't you to never let you go,
    and I wan't to be the luckiest girl in the world.

    I wan't for us to be together,
    I wan't so much, and yet, It is really,
    not much at all,

    the only way I can really explain my feelings is with these words..
    “I Love You.”
    from the bottom of my heart and broken soul,
    I wan't to be with you,

    I would make everyday a treasure,
    and everyday would be worth living,
    when we're in each others arms,

    I would make you happy everyway possible,
    I would treasure you,
    and hope you treasured me,

    and even if you didn't,
    I would still treasure you,
    because your the one I wan't to be with,

    I have met a lot of people..
    and a lot of guys,
    and a lot of girls,
    and all I know right now, at this second,

    is I wan't, need and will die if I can't have you,
    I know im asking for a lot here,
    and im sorry if im not good enough for you,
    but is it so wrong to be in love with you?

    I'm trying my hardest to make this short,
    but as you can see, it's not working,
    My hearts been broken many times,
    and as you say, you'll break it too,

    I find that hard to believe,
    I find that impossible,

    How could you, a sweet, sensitive and caring person,
    break someones heart... at all.

    You say you've broken others hearts?
    No, you haven't.
    The truth is,
    They've broken yours.

    I'm sorry for everything i've put you through,
    I'm sorry for not being good enough for you,
    I'm sorry if i'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs,
    and I'm sorry if my tan isn't all that great,

    I'm sorry if I can't be your girl,
    and I'm sorry if you can't understand me,

    I'm sorry if my hair is too long, or too short,
    and i'm sorry if im not hip and fun enough for you.

    But expecially,
    I'm sorry that we could'nt have the perfect life together,

    All I can say at the moment is I Love You,
    No jokes, or lies,
    and I wan't to be with you,

    It's ok,
    if you reject me, I'll move on.......

    But i'll be moving on.. To the next life.. cry