• Outside I'm laughing,
    Inside I'm dying,
    I can't take it anymore.
    I can't stop suffering.

    I want to go away.
    Leave this God forsaken world.
    Live in a place alone and dark.
    So I won't see anyone.

    I want to just stop living.
    Take my last breathe in vain.
    Leave my body to decay.
    Move my soul to peace.

    I scream inside, not making anyone know.
    I cry alone, making sure no one can see.
    I feel sadness, only sharing it for myself.
    I slowly die in vain, not letting anyone help.

    Being alone all the time,
    That is what I really yearn for,
    A place where I cannot be judged or hurt or suffer.
    A place where nothing happens at all.

    No one else will go.
    Leave me alone in happiness.
    Joyfully move through in the darkness.
    Sleep peacefully in my own world...