• I have this emotion
    I dont know how to explain it
    I do not understand
    I want it leave
    I need it leave
    It cannot stay
    It must not stay
    It must end
    I feel as if its tearing me apart
    Scaring me into running away
    Away from everything i know
    and have
    I do not get it
    I cannot get it to leave
    It follows me around
    a voice holding me close
    a word staying true
    Everything is clear now
    but i dont want it to be
    It just cant be
    but it is
    What do i do?
    I know it will not take me
    it will leave me behind
    like every other time
    Why must this be complicated?
    Why cant it be simple?
    pure and sweet
    instead its cruel
    and full of hate.