• I saw you as my everything
    when i slept you filled my dreams
    when i was awake you ran through my mind
    i wanted you gone
    yet i needed you to stay
    your name was the tears on my pillow
    and the smile on my face
    i wanted to feel you
    wanted to kiss you
    wanted your body against mine
    wanted to feel your warmth
    wanted to hear you whisper my name
    and i had an aching desire
    desire to laugh with you
    smile with you
    be with you
    i wanted to love you
    for you to love me
    for it to be us
    no one else
    and there's those things i never said to you
    that i wish i had
    you were everything that i wanted
    everything that i needed
    i gave you my heart
    but i don't think you ever realized
    that i was giving you all of it
    you showed me light when it all went dark
    pulled me up when i fell too deep to escape by myself
    found me when i was lost
    helped me when i refused because you were the only one to realize i truly needed it
    obsessed?
    too harsh of a word
    but infatuated, yes
    extremely
    you made me second guess myself
    and i loved it
    and i hated it
    you silenced me
    you made me think
    you made me listen
    you made me answer
    i despised it
    but knew it was everything i needed
    you were my moment
    and i wanted it to last a lifetime
    when i met you
    i was crashing hard
    did you know you were the one who caught me?
    did you know you were the one who showed me love?
    did you know that i still love you?
    did you know you're everything to me?
    if you didn't, now you do
    i love you.