• I lye awake on my bed,
    thinking of what's been said.

    I breathe in deep,
    try to ignore the pain.

    I wonder over and over,
    what shall I gain?

    Should I go on?
    Should I keep trying?

    In the end, I always end up crying.

    Maybe if I was gone,
    Maybe I'd forget the things that I've done wrong.

    Why do I feel this way?
    I shouldn't feel sad.
    Nothing bad ever happened.
    I should almost be glad.

    I hope that it is love that you find,
    I'm leaving for me this time.

    So when I'm gone, and you're reading this note,
    I hope you remember, and I quote.

    I'm dying inside and you may be too,
    but no matter what happens,
    I will always love you    .