• The pain of not knowing.
    is it worse?
    Is it worse then knowing that there will never be a time,
    a time to lay a shoulder on?

    the Pain of knowing.
    is it worse then the sacrificial lies
    made by someone to keep you from never having your heart broken,
    so they dont feel ashamed?

    The pain of knowing you will never hear those words.
    the truth.
    playing the game for eternity
    the guessing game
    trying to succeed but falling further into the abyss..

    if this is what pain is then i want to never love again.
    if this is what pain is then i want not to live a life.
    This is the pain that i have endured
    the pain i have felt
    the pain that will end
    tonight

    And we will see...
    Will that knowing that i am gone Pain you?
    Will that lack of knowing that question you wanted to ask me pain you?
    Will that Knowlegde of my faint existence wipe away?
    Or will you feel the pain?



    Love is a terrible thing to waste...