• I'm alone again... I'm alone from the world....
    Noone loves me, Noone will ever love me...
    Why do I live in this Cruel for saken world
    of god? He who created us, He who loves us...
    and yet he hasn't alighted from the heavens
    clouds of Forgivness. Alone from this world maybe
    some one will Love me from the heavens above
    me. I'm ready for the kill tonight I'm ready for the
    Sacrafice I will use my life for Love. I told some one
    I knew at school one day though she told me not
    to do it but I know she was just saying it for me
    to suffer. It was upon a night so cruel I was
    so excited for this time to come so eager to find
    the Love that I deserve to have. I was indefatigable
    from this time, I wanted to die, I didn't want to
    suffer like all those other years I wanted to be free...
    I got the rope from the shed, I was going to hang
    myself getting ready for the kill. I was Smiling so I
    have felt my lips curve in to a smile as I got the stool
    making it go under the mighty oaks Branches. I tied
    The rope from the tree and I put the loop through my head,
    for that moment I was in a daze, watching my life flash,
    watching the pain, the Agony, the Misery, the embarresment
    all before my worthless life though I stopped, I felt tears....
    tears streaming down my face, I got mad and Right before
    I was going to Kick the chair I saw her... She was crying
    screaming don't do it, she was scared , I got even more mad
    as I kicked the chair and she came charging at me.
    She Caught me though I was wondering why, Why did she
    save me? why didn't she let me die and not regret it?
    But thats when it hit me, she cared for me, And she loved
    me.... and thii is what I wanted all my life, I just wanted
    some one to love me....