• Should I let people walk over me?
    Hell why not it has always worked before to make people happy.
    All I been to people is a used toy that gets thrown away in the very end.
    I am useless in what I do and thats how it will always be.
    How can I show passion for the one I care for if the person wants to have fling buddys or friends with benefits with other guys?
    My whole problem in life is myself. I always hated myself and thats how it will be.
    Why should I like myself if I get used or played?
    My emotions and rage is what keeps me alive now.
    If that is how it's going to be than I should be doing these things to the same people and see how they like it, but I won't.
    No one cares about what I do or what happens, why should anyone care?
    Who can help? Well that's a Million Dollar question now isn't it?
    The world is changing but it's for the worse and for the people who act in it.
    Everyone lives in a world of light and dark, put I live in a world of grey.
    People wanted me to be normal with emotions and this is what they got.