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Happy
People ask me if I'm happy
I smile and nod "yes"
But am I really happy
Or was that just a maske
It's been far too long
Since I was happy last
I don't rember What it feels like
Or mind if I get it back.
So what is this feeling
insde of me
That makes me smile
When no one's around?
Am I truely happy
Or I still lieing to myself?
The feeling I have now is odd
This smile, it brings tears
But sorrows no where to be found
Thes tears do not hurt,
Nor do they bur or sting.
Dose this mean tjhhat
Now I'm happy
Or will it turn out to be
The same old thing?
I think I might be happy
But I can't really tell.
- by peacekitten65 |
- Poetry And Lyrics
- | Submitted on 11/12/2008 |
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- Title: Happy
- Artist: peacekitten65
- Description: I don't know what to say. I have been depressed for years. I don't know what happy is anymore, I don't even care at this point. I guess that's what this poem is all about. I hop you like it.
- Date: 11/12/2008
- Tags: happy
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Comments (6 Comments)
- YungGj - 07/02/2009
- aplauding
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- dajk dude - 03/15/2009
- wow thats deep, moving, and spirit jolting.......... nice
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- Marcus368 - 03/15/2009
- Wow. I really like it. I'm lost in trying to find out if I'm happy or not I never know. But yeah really good poem.
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- Zabethlyburn - 11/19/2008
- That is truly beautiful. (I had a serious depression problem and it was solved by journalling and talking to others about it)
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- Chii - 11/17/2008
- Aww. ;[ I can't imagine what it could be like not to know or remember what a happy feeling can be like...
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- joen_kades - 11/17/2008
- Well, I've struggled with depression too... please don't think of me as a religious nut, but God is the only real cure... Meds don't work and neither does counseling... But Apathy is death... Hang in there... oh... and Good content and good form... 5/5
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