• Noone sees my tears. Because I don’t let them fall. The darkness I surround myself with keeps me company. The spirits love me here. I can not be alone here because I always have someone talking to me. And I don’t have to help them because there is nothing I can do for them for they are already gone. All I can do is listen to them. Even in the fact that I am with them at all times I am still alone. For even though I am with them, I have noone for me to go to, they do not care to listen to me. For I am there for them. That is my job in this life. If I were to leave this life I do not know where they would go, Or where I would belong. For I do not belong here nor do I belong there, for I can be either place. I am neither alive nor dead. I am at the point where my soul is gone but my body still works. I cannot save myself nor can I save others. I am by myself in this silent darkness with the screams and whispers of the spirits around me.