• what have i done? a miasma of chaos
    of lies and memories bleed in to my mined
    and my heart has died in a cloud of fear and pain
    blood and tears flood the depths of my vary being
    in a torrent of sorrow the light seens to vanish I
    feel the cold grip my nonbeating heart in a pain
    so unreal i screem in to the emptiness of the night
    lonelyness sorrow and pain are now all i know now
    left to die an empty shell of my former being..... crying