• crying I cry everyday for the loss of my best friend River. I remember i would never leave him alone i would always talk to him he would always laugh and I loved him but I never told him. And when i wanted to it was to late he died because of drugs if I would have only knew I could have stopped him from dying. Now its been 3 years havent talked to the others since his death I wonder what ever happened to them. Please help me I always want to kill myself of this pleases help me with your comments you dont have to vote i just need your help... crying