• Chapter 2.
    We entered the great kitchen and Sai-donna sat down in on the antique leather chairs.
    I stood beside him, thinking he wouldnt allow me to sit down.
    He looked up at me, confused. "Aren't you going to sit down, Kimino?"
    I jumped and nodded, listening to him. "Y-yes, Sai-donna." I sat down obediently and stared at the plate in front of me, knowing not to look at Sai-donna unless he told you to.
    He sighed. "You dont talk much do you?"
    I glanced at him, suprised by such a question. "Well... Does Sai-donna want Kimino to talk?"
    He chuckled. "That would be rather nice."
    I nodded and swallowed. "What would Sai-donna want Kimino to talk about?" I ask like a robot.
    He stiffened and waved his hand at me. "Nothing... Never mind."
    I nodded once and the room went silent, until the cheff came in holding two bowls of grapes. I looked at both the bowls in confusion.
    The cheff smiled and put one of the bowls in front of me.
    I blinked down at the delicious looking fruit, pondering weather or not I was allowed to eat them or not.
    Will Sai-donna get angry if I eat one? Will he get angry if I dont?
    Sai-donna started eating his with a smile on his face.
    The cheff left the room and left me alone with Sai-donna.
    I glanced at Sai-donna, who was now staring at me with one eyebrow raised. I jumped and looked away. "S-sorry, Sai-donna." I stuttered foolishly.
    He sighed. "Are you not hungry?"
    I swallowed and grabbed one of the graps before popping one in my mouth.
    He smiled and nodded. "Good."
    I nodded and ate another.
    Why was Sai-donna letting me eat at his table? Was he just trying to toy with my heart and get me to think he loved me or something, and then later pull the rug from under me feet, leaving me shattered?
    My stomach tightened and I almost crushed the grape between my fingers in anger that Sai-donna would be that evil to do something so... so... unhuman...
    Sai-donna glanced at me as I thought even harder about this.
    I ate a few more while thinking only about how shameful Sai-donna was to other. He was a spineless b*****d...
    Sai-donna tilted his head and smiled. "Are you thinking about me?"
    I jumped and dropped the grape, letting it roll of the table onto the floor. I was speechless.
    Speeking of unhuman...
    He chuckled. "So that is a yes, hm?" He put a grape in his mouth and talked while chewing. "Do you always think of me, Kimino? Am I always in your thoughts?" He said teasingly.
    I tightened my jaw. "Does Sai-donna want to be on Kimino's all the time?" I ask like a robot.
    His mood changed and he went from happy and teasing, to disapointed and bored. "Never mind, Kimino."
    I nodded and bent over to pick up the grape that had fallen.
    Sai-donna got out of his seat and knelt in front of me.
    I didnt look at him, I just stayed still like he wanted.
    He leaned in and kissed my lips softly.
    I didnt react, I had no emotion to his kiss. I have learned not to react to his acts of intamisy unless Sai-donna ordered it.
    He pulled away, his eyes disapointed again.
    I blinked, showing no emotion still.
    "Does Kimino hate me?" He asked stroking my cheek softly with his fingers.
    I shook my head, lying.
    He smiled. "Are you lying to me, Kimino?"
    I shook my head and lied again.
    His smile grew larger and he kissed my lips.
    I did not react... again. It was best not to react in anyway.
    He pulled away, his eyes giving off an emotion I have never seen before. "You were lying to me, Kimino." He said softly stroking my face again. "I know you were lying because if you really love someone you kiss them back, or at least smile or look at them." He said as his voice became frustrated and sour.
    I nodded. "I understand, Sai-donna."
    He wrinkled his nose in anger. "Why are so... emotionless?"
    "Because thats what, Sai-donna likes." I said still not looking at him, and still talking to him like a robot.
    He sighed and shook his head. "No. I want Kimino to react." He said putting his hand on my chin and getting me to look at him.
    What the hell is going on with him...?
    He leaned in and kissed my lips tenderly.
    I kissed him back as he would want and put my arms around his neck. My eyes still showing no emotion as it was with my face.
    He smiled and pulled away. "Thats good, Kimino. I'm proud of you."
    I nodded and picked up the grape. "Kimino is greatful." I lied.
    He nodded and stood up to go back to his seat. "I'm taking you on a walk today." He ordered before sitting back down.
    I almost stood up and starting jumping for joy. This was going to be my first time out of the mansion...
    Or did Sai-donna mean just a walk around mansion...?
    Or was Sai-donna just tricking me...?
    Trying not to show too much joy I nodded.
    If Sai-donna saw my joy he would most likely know I was weak and it would be easy to hurt me now...
    He would tell me that our walk outside is canceled and then never talk about it again.
    Sai-donna smiled. "Good. Finish that and go back to your room and put something else on." He ordered pointing to the bowl of grapes in front of me.
    I nodded and started eating quickly so he wouldnt have to wait for me.

    I walked into my room and got on a simple Kimono.
    Sai-donna stood at the door while I did this.
    I stepped outside the room and closed the door. "Kimino is ready." I said, as usual, emotionlessly.
    He smiled and nodded, walking down the hall, going the aposite way that leaded to the kitchen.
    The hall way now rather dark and I could see lights dimly lighting the way up ahead.
    Sai-donna slowed down and walked at my pace.
    I stared at the floor and thought to myself.
    His warm hand took mine.
    I didnt really react, I only held his hand tightly to make him happy.
    He smiled and kissed my neck. "I hope you like what I'm about to show you."
    I nodded. "No matter what it is, Kimino will be greatful of it." I lied.
    He chuckled and brought up our entwined hands, kissing mine softly. "I hope so."
    We met the dimly light lights and I could smell fresh air, it was warm and humid... But at least it wasnt cold and grime like it was in the prison like place I had to live in.
    Why was Sai-donna being so kind to me all of a sudden? Was he just playing a mean trick on me like I thought at first?
    At the end of the hall way I could see a flight of stairs that led to something.
    Sai-donna suddenly shuved me against the wall and held me by my hips.
    I gasped and stared at him, surprised for only a few seconds.
    He smiled and kissed my lips tenderly.
    I didnt do anything back, forgetting he wanted me to react to everything he did.
    He brushed his lips over my own, trying to tease me.
    I finally realized he really wanted me to act needy or that I actually cared for him...
    Lets see... How would a man in love with another man react...?
    I got it!
    My hand wound around his neck and I kissed him.
    He smiled, giving me the gesture that thats what he wanted me to do.
    I understand now... He wanted me to act like I wanted him...
    His tongue ran over my lips asking for entrance.
    I opened my mouth partially and allowed him in.
    He chuckled and flooded my mouth with his tongue, exploring over everything, he had already had his tongue in my mouth before, but he acted like this was all new to him.
    I pushed my tongue against his and groaned for him.
    He grinned and massaged over my tongue with his.
    In reality it did really feel good, but I felt nothing for him, so I wouldnt allow myself to react truthfully.
    He pulled away slowly, having had his fun with me for now. "Good, Kimino." He whispered hugging me tightly.
    I nodded and hugged him back feelinglessly.
    "I cant wait to see your face when we get outside, Kimino." He said like a child would have before he went down stairs to open his presents on Christmas.
    What is he up to? I asked myself as I watched him start walking away.