• Chapter 1

    heart If it's only me
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    "i'm not coming!", cried jae."WHHAAAAT?!", yunho yelled in surprised..."i told this is not a good idea!", jae explained as Yunho trying to calm down. "Could you do this for me?",Yunho said with his cute puffy eyes.

    jae's POV.

    oh yunnie ...please don't look at me with those puffy eyes!

    end of POV

    "okay!okay! I got it!",jae finally agreed."Thanks, Jae! You're the best bestfriend i could ever have!" Yunho cried.

    Yunho's POV.

    he said yes but he's eyes are a bit teary...could it be.. No i must be mistaken!

    end of POV

    "Jae...i put all my trust on you!", Yunho said with a nervous voice. "okay Yun! i will never fail you", Jae assured but deep inside, his heart is aching...

    “Oh Jae! I can’t believe I’m going to marry the most amazing girl in town…”Yunho cried. “yea, Yun.. I wish you and Angelica happiness!!

    At the church…

    As the bride walks in the aisle…

    ♫Whenever you look in my eyes, there are so many smiles....♫,jae sing with all his heart. He can’t believe that the man he love with his heart is getting married….

    Jae’s POV

    How I wish I was that person…I am always at the side of Yunho and now, I am not standing beside him… how I wish I can turn back time…

    End of POV

    Slowly teardrops fell form his hazel eyes...”are you okay?”, a voice suddenly came. ”uhmm. .yea...it’s just tears of joy!”, Jae answering the question as cheerfully as he can but deep inside his hurting. “Oh by the way...I’m Heechul! And your?”,the man said. “Oh..hi! I’m jaejong! Kim Jaejoong”, jae answered politely…

    Then the ceremony began. “You, the groom, take angelica, the bride as your wife and love her…for better for worst…in sickness and in health……”,the priest stated. “Yes, I do”, Yunho answered. Upon hearing this, Jae suddenly felt he was stabbed by a sharp knife at his back..” and you, the bride, take Yunho the groom…….”, the priest asked angelica. There was a moment of silence..angelica looked at Yunho and whispered, “Yunho.. I know you love me but sorry I can’t marry you…I don’t love you..”. Yunho froze and did not talk because what reigns in his heart now is hatred. Angelica ran away from the church and go for another man. The crowd was startled. Yunho was left in tears.

    Chapter 2
    heart I'm just here! heart


    Because of that incident, Yunho changed a lot.He became cold to everyone. He ditches dates. He never engaged in a serious relationship.

    Yunho’s POV

    What’s the point of being serious if I always end up as a loser?...

    End of POV

    At the Jung’s mansion…

    “Stop drinking Yunho!”, Jae grabbed the bottle of wine from Yunho’s hand. “No! Jae! Please let me drink! I’m such a dumb!”, Yunho begged. Jae grab the wine and then drink. He felt so down seeing Yunho in that case.

    Jae’s POV

    Oh Yun! What will I do? It hurts so much seeing you in pain!! Please move on…I’m always here…if only you know….

    End of POV

    Jae stood up to go to the kitchen to prepare food for Yunho but suddenly, Yunho grab Jae’s hand from behind making Jae fall and kiss him. Jae was shock. Though he was surprised, he didn’t move.They remain in that position for a moment and then Jae finally broke the kiss pushed Yunho aside. Yunho fell asleep because of drunkenness.

    Jae hurried to the kitchen to get some food and immedietly return to Yunho."Yun! here's the...Oh...he fell asleep?",He said.Jae never leaved Yunho that night. He was by his side. He could not help but kept on staring the innocent face in front of him. Suddenly Jae’s heart beats so fast as he touches Yunho’s soft kissable lips. ”Silly heart!”, he thought. He giggled. Yunho moved and so Jae stood up and decided to go to sleep. Since Yunho fell asleep in the couch,he decided to use Yunho’s bed. As he was heading to Yunho’s bed all of a sudden, a hand was grabbing him from behind making him fall out of balance. It was Yunho’s hand. Still asleep, Yunho pulled Jae towards him and hugged him as if it was his favorite pillow and without it he cannot sleep. Jae never move. Slowly he too fell asleep.

    RRRRRRRRRRIIIIIIIINNNNNGGG!!

    As Mr. Golden sun shines, jae got up immedietly without waking up Yunho. “I need to prepare breakfast for my Yunnie…”he thought. Jae took a bathe immediately and got dressed then headed to the kitchen to prepare Yunho's favorite dish.While Jae was busy cooking, Yunho on the other hand, woke up."s**t!I'm late!"Yunho said.As soon as he got up, "AWW! Stupid headaches!".He went immediately to the bathroom and took a shower and then changed to his working suit and came down rushing. Yunho was about to leave the house when he heard the clinging of the utensils. He went closer to the kitchen and soon as he was standing in the doorstep, he heard Jae singing. He smiled."Wow Jae! You really have a good voice!",he said.Jae turned red because of embarrassment."Uhm..So what are you cooking?" He asked.Jae just give Yunho a smile."Oh i gotta go!"Yunho cried."HEy what's the rush about?"Jae asked. "Damn! i'm really late for work!"Yuhno cried. "WEWAIIT!!You should eat first! and besides Jung Yunho you are the boss of the company so who will scold you??"Jae said with authority."HMM....What's that smell?"Yunho asked. "OH NO!!!"Jae shouted. He forgot to turn off the gas range because he was astonished of the Yunho standing in front of him wearing black tux with tie match with a pair of black armada shoes that really made him look stunning.

    Yunho laugh at Jae and this was the firt time he saw Yunho laugh and he was happy to see it. Yunho sat down at the very long table and Jae place over the foods he prepared at the table."Now eat! You can't go out of this house unless you have stuffed your stomach with food!"Jae said as if he was his mother but more on like a wife."You haven't eat anything since last night and you just kissed and hugged me the whole night!"Jae said so fast and made him catch his breath. After hearing it all, Yunho blushed and immediately say his apologies to Jae. “I’m sorry Jae! I really don’t know what happened! Damn! It’s always like this…I got drunk and do horrible things!”, He said.

    Jae’s POV

    Awwww!! He looks so so cute when he blush!!hehehe…I love you Yun! If only you choose me..

    End of POV

    Jae just nod and laughed. “Oh..Yun! You will be late. And hey, Can I have a ride with you? I’m going home, Appa and Umma are probably looking for me.” Jae asked with puffy eyes.

    Yunho’s POV

    Aww…He looks so cute with those puffy eyes!!!...Jae! If only you’re a girl..hahhahha….silly me!!
    End of POV.

    “Oh sure!!!!” He answered.