• I looked around solomly.I saw nothing of intrest that might help.I sighed thinking to myself, Why do i still wait, It doesnt matter. Everythings over. Hes gone. I sighed again. I knew what i needed and i also knew i wouldnt get it.
    I sat closing my eyes.When i opend them i could feel hot tears running down the sides of my face. I didnt want to let go, admit it, but i had to. I had to let myself move on or else id be stuck here waiting forever liveing off ice cream.
    I turned on the T.V and with a pang of hurt relized it was the news and it said the same thing it had for the past week or so. I could almost recite it. 'Man in Early twenties killed him self, GirlFriend found him dead.' and it went on with details and what not I knew what t was about, and most painfully, Who it was about. Its not that i want to forget everything, its Just its hard to rememeber then also have the relization, repeatedly, its not coming back.
    I got up from the chair slowly and turnd off the T.V and i moved from Just thinking to thinking and moving. I walked into the kitchen to get myself yet another bowl of ice cream. As i sat down with it my face glaced over into an icy stone glare. I grabbed a book i had read a hundred time it seemd; but i still could lose myself in it and forget everything, if only for a little while. I feel asleep agaisnt my book eventually. My dreams playd my memories as if i were watching a movie....


    A girl walkd in her house. she had just came in from playing with her best friend

    it skippd a few years...
    The same girl was now 15 and her still just best friend was standding on a ladderleaning in her window.They were talking.The girl was laughing and the boy slowly climed into her window. She layd on her bed and he sat on the ground infront of it.Then he leand in closer to her and kissed her.
    then it went to just a few days ago...
    The girl, now a woman, walked into the house she bought with the boy when they were old enouhg and called his name.


    No response.


    She yelled his name again.


    But heard no noise in return.


    She ran up to there room, he might just be sleeping and didnt here her.She saw him laying on the bed with his eyes shut.She knelt on the bed and touched him to wake him. His body had gone cold. She screamd.